Whatever.

I really want to take a year leave from work. Put my stuff in storage, and go live with my Mom for a while. Go explore someplace different. Maybe even learn some new job skills. Maybe I won't even want to come back. Maybe I'll find love. Who knows.  All I know I want to take a month off ASAP to spend down there to check on a couple things before I make a final decision.  I have my sisters wedding in June, so I have to come back anyway. After June, however, everything is open. And that is when I need to make my decision. If I don't move at this time, I need to go to school up here, then once school is over, if I still want to move, then thats what I'll do.

I have a hard time making up my mind. I think I am just scared to do something different. I keep talking about it. Its like the St Louis thing all over again. I kept talking about working in my friends piano restoration shop. I talked about it for YEARS, but in the end I did nothing.

I don't want to be away from family, yet we hardly spend time together. THe only family I really spend time with is my sister, dad, and a couple cousins.

Tony. it's time to live a little. You know you want to, you're just a fraidy-cat. Sometimes you just need to leave the comfort zone.